Tuesday, March 1, 2011

How Could Anyone Ever Tell You

For some reason I have been not myself the past two days. I'm really not sure why. I've just been sad. I HATE IT!!!! I don't like feeling this way. Today it was a beautiful day when I woke up, so I put some clothes on and went to Target. I figured that would help! Target makes everything better! While there I was talking to Ashley, and she helped make it better to. After Target I went to Chick-fil-a and got a kids meal and went to the park to eat it! By my self. I dislike going places like that alone but I did and I just sat on the grass, until I got attacked by some geese. Then I walked around the park because I've heard that exercise makes you happy. So I was good for several hours, but then I got in a yucky mood again. Went to my evening class, then to walk again with 2 friends, then my Phi meeting, then I stayed on the Phi Mu floor for a few hours. I was still not completely happy though. I am angry at myself because even as I was sitting there I was thinking to myself, YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR!! And I am!! I guess I just need to face the fact that I am upset and turn all my fears and sorrows over to God. The devil is trying to pry into my life and bring me down and I'm not allowing it! While Laura, Chelsey, Shelby, and Mary Katherine were sitting there being random, Laura started singing some old choir song from like elementary school church trips. We even remembered the one that had sign language to go with it. I was so proud!! I know I'm just rambling but I guess I'm sharing this so you can pray for me a little prayer :) Love y'all.

Here's two videos I found on You Tube of the song I was talking about me and Laura remembered. The first one was just so sweet I cried while watching. And the second shows the sign language so I wanted to include it!! Sweet memories. As I sit here and watch them it makes me smile. "Your loving is a miracle, how deeply you're connected to my soul". Thank you God for loving me.

"Everybody likes a compliment"

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