well..

scratch that last post. won't be going anymore. I'm sad, really  really sad. my other grandmother fell today and cant walk. so mom cant leave her and there's no one else to go with me. so this once in a life time opportunity is no more. I'm sad because my grammy is hurt and because I don't get to meet on of my idols. I just hate when I get my hopes up and it never works out. I feel like that's always the case lately. I mean I was SO excited about this. I told everyone. Even people who don't know who she is or care one bit. Oh well life goes on.